The Irresistible Obsession
The Irresistible beauty, #2
Reeks: The Irresistible beauty
Fahd Alvina
- "You
- don't
- need
- to
- say
- sorry.I
- can
- tell
- that
- you
- are
- not.
- Hope
- you
- have
- not
- thrown
- away
- my
- stuff
- because
- I
- am
- getting
- them
- back.
- I
- don't
- want
- all
- that
- stuff
- in
- my
- room.""But
- you
- need
- them."
- Fresho
- whimpers,"Trust
- me,
- I
- don't.
- I
- don't
- need
- new
- stuff."
- I
- say.
- "Lara,
- calm
- down.
- I
- don't
- want
- us
- to
- fight
- and
- please
- don't
- misunderstand
- me.
- I
- did
- it
- for
- you
- because
- I
- have
- the
- money.
- Trust
- me,
- I
- wanted
- to
- do
- more
- than
- that.
- I
- can
- afford
- hundreds
- of
- them.
- I
- know
- you
- were
- cool
- with
- all
- your
- stuff
- but
- there
- is
- no
- sin
- in
- changing
- them
- to
- a
- new
- one.
- They
- are
- just
- gifts,"
- He
- says
- persuasively."Well,
- I
- don't
- see
- it
- that
- way.
- I
- am
- beginning
- to
- feel
- like
- you
- are
- seeing
- taking
- care
- of
- me
- as
- your
- responsibility."
- I
- say,"So,
- what's
- wrong
- with
- that?
- I
- am
- your
- boyfriend
- for
- goodness
- sake."
- His
- voice
- is
- getting
- harsh
- and
- it
- is
- getting
- on
- my
- nerves.
- Coming
- from
- someone
- that
- doesn't
- want
- us
- to
- fight."Yes,
- that's
- it.
- You
- are
- my
- boyfriend,
- not
- my
- parents."
- I
- say,
- still
- sounding
- calm
- but
- I
- am
- getting
- angry.
- I
- don't
- know
- how
- far
- this
- calmness
- can
- go."So
- as
- your
- boyfriend,
- I
- can't
- take
- care
- of
- you
- when
- it
- is
- obvious
- I
- have
- the
- money.""No.
- There
- is
- a
- limit
- to
- everything.
- You
- can
- buy
- me
- gifts
- but
- having
- an
- obligation
- to
- do
- things
- for
- me
- or
- take
- care
- of
- me
- is
- not
- part
- of
- your
- role.
- You
- are
- my
- boyfriend,
- not
- my
- husband."Well,
- yes.
- I
- am
- not
- your
- husband
- yet
- but
- I
- will
- be
- one
- day.
- Which
- means
- I
- will
- be
- responsible
- for
- your
- well-being
- soon.
- What
- difference
- does
- it
- make
- if
- I
- start
- now?
- I
- don't
- know
- why
- you
- normally
- overthink
- something
- you
- should
- be
- happy
- about."
- Fresho
- says,
- his
- voice
- is
- harsh
- and
- it
- annoys
- me."What
- if
- we
- don't
- end
- up
- marrying
- each
- other.
- What
- if
- we
- are
- not
- meant
- to
- be."
- I
- say
- it
- with
- a
- snap
- but
- I
- regret
- saying
- it
- immediately.
- The
- moment
- the
- statement
- comes
- out
- of
- my
- mouth,
- Fresho's
- body
- language
- changes
- and
- furrows
- his
- face,"What
- did
- you
- just
- say?
- What
- ….what
- do
- you
- mean
- by
- that?"
- He
- asks
- anxiously."I
- didn't
- say
- we
- will
- not
- end
- uptogether.
- But
- you
- know
- man
- proposes
- but
- God
- disposes."
- I
- say,
- trying
- to
- use
- a
- quote
- to
- back
- up
- my
- wrong
- words
- so
- that
- it
- won't
- sound
- like
- a
- threat
- anymore.He
- breathes
- in
- and
- out
- deeply
- and
- says,"Even
- God
- knows
- how
- much
- I
- love
- you
- so
- He
- won't
- take
- you
- away
- from
- me.
- No
- one
- will."He
- says
- confidently.
- He
- is
- sounding
- like
- it
- is
- a
- do-or-die
- affair.
- Like
- if
- I
- don't
- marry
- him
- something
- will
- happen
- to
- him."Well,
- I
- love
- you
- too
- but
- I
- will
- not
- accept
- all
- those
- things.
- Tell
- your
- men
- to
- send
- back
- my
- stuff
- and
- pack
- all
- that
- away
- from
- my
- room."
- I
- say
- and
- I
- look
- away."I
- don't
- have
- anywhere
- to
- take
- them
- to.
- You
- can
- throw
- them
- away
- if
- you
- detest
- them
- so
- badly.
- But
- mind
- you
- I
- will
- still
- replace
- them
- with
- more,
- expensive
- ones."
- He
- retorts
- and
- I
- look
- at
- him.
- I
- can
- tell
- that
- he
- is
- angry."You
- are
- just
- trying
- to
- have
- total
- control
- over
- my
- life
- and
- I
- won't
- allow
- that,"
- I
- say
- in
- a
- low
- but
- sharp
- voice."Why
- not?
- Why
- can't
- I?
- When
- you
- have
- done
- the
- same
- thing
- to
- me.
- You
- have
- taken
- total
- control
- over
- my
- life
- to
- the
- extent
- that
- I
- can't
- go
- a
- minute
- without
- thinking
- about
- you.
- I
- can't
- even
- think
- straight
- anymore.
- I
- find
- myself
- thinking
- of
- how
- to
- protect
- you,
- making
- sure
- that
- you
- are
- safe.
- How
- to
- make
- you
- comfortable,
- not
- lacking
- anything
- and
- many
- more.
- Even
- when
- I
- am
- working,
- you
- are
- always
- there.
- You
- are
- fucking
- engraved
- permanently
- in
- my
- brain
- to
- the
- degree
- that
- I
- will
- not
- be
- myself
- if
- I
- don't
- hear
- your
- voice.
- And
- you
- are
- here
- saying
- I
- want
- to
- have
- control
- over
- your
- life?
- If
- I
- can,
- I
- will
- too.
- If
- you
- know
- what
- you
- are
- doing
- to
- me,
- you
- will
- not
- be
- talking
- like
- this."
- He
- says
- angrily,
- his
- speech
- is
- fast and
