Just Me and My Boyfriend’s Three Buddies

I was feeling out of sorts the whole way down. I was itching for something different. I wanted new things in my life. I needed something to change. I just didn't know what.

I was happy with Colby — he always gave me time with myself and didn't pressure me. I came close many times to telling him, even in a private whisper, that maybe I wanted him to push me a bit — physically as well as mentally.