This is a story of healing and forgiveness. It is journey that was a lifetime in the making. The journey is not over. I am a 63 year old woman and before entering my journey of healing and forgiveness,I had never used psychedilics or any other drugs. The sacred medicines of magic mushrooms, LSD and MDMA saved my life and my marriage. It has shown me the path to pure happiness within and to learn to love myself. It is with great hope that in sharing my journey, that it will encourage others to find their own path and to seek out the sacred medicines which are widely used by Phychatrists. I am confident that whomever reads this story will find their own path with the help of the sacred medicines. My greatest prayer to the universe is that everyone will find the peace, love and forgiveness within themselves and make the world a place of love and joy.