Улисс. Сны весны

"Ulysses. Dreams of the Spring" – Sergey Stepanov defines this book as a novel of psychological states. The lyrical hero is likened to the mythical Ulysses, who roams alone along the waves of memory in the ocean of Time on a fragile boat of worldview under a battered sail of emotional drives and perceptions. Poetic speech reveals the innermost and sacred facets of the ordinary, a difficult search for answers to the main questions of Being: who am I? why am I here? from where and where am I going?.. The author seeks to embody in the image of the lyrical hero a certain universal essence. Read it!

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